Post by *NICHOLAS ADAM PASCALE. on Jan 9, 2010 15:57:31 GMT -5
NICHOLAS ADAM PASCALE.
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* FEELS JUST LIKE WE'RE LOSING CONTROL.
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TELL US ABOUT YOURSELF.
"I'm Nicholas Adam Pascale, but call me Nick. I'm never going to introduce myself with my full name. I'm only doing it because you're asking for it. You're also asking a pretty obvious question. Let's be serious, do I look like a girl to you? No. I'm a guy, and as a guy, I like girls. To me, that's what is right. I'm Roman Catholic, and my church doesn't really support gay romances, so that's how I was brought up. My parents put me through CCD so I kind of was told it was wrong. But, hey, if you want to go with someone your same gender, do whatever the hell you please, just don't ask me to think it's okay.
"To change the subject to something less contraversial, how about we get on to my looks. Everyone says I look like Jared Padalecki from that show with the ghosts - or something like that. I've never really seen it, but I feel like he's been in a horror movie or something. Since I'm pretty clueless, a friend showed me a picture and I guess I accept it. I'd rather look like him than some other people. If you're like me and had no clue who this guy was though, then I guess I'll generalize myself. I have longish light brown hair, brown eyes. If I was a girl who always got technical, I would say hazel or a 'brownish green colour' (which sounds disgusting), but I don't really care. I'm a little pale, I guess. But I tan, so it doesn't matter. I'm well built. I work out. I was the star football player in high school, 6 foot 3, nice tough guy. That kid that always had the wicked hot girlfriend for obvious reasons and was protective of her. Yeah, that was me. I keep in shape because I feel gross if I don't work out at least a little bit. Besides, who's ever heard of a scrawny security guard?"
TELL US ABOUT YOUR MEDICAL HISTORY.
[/size][/font]"Listen, I'm not a patient here. Never was, never will be. I'm just a security guard trying to keep this place safe for the patients and because of the patients. I keep the patients from hurting themselves and other people, but I also keep the staff in line. Say I walk in on a staff member hitting a patient, I kick the staff member out of the room and watch over the patient for a little bit. Give them the attention they need. I just respect their space. Even if it was the opposite. If a patient was attacking a doctor, I'd restrain the patient, and follow the orders that the doctor might give. The position of security guard does me and my little sister good. I came here because of my little sister. She had a mental illness that I don't even know the name of, and she had leukemia. She was dying anyway, and I was always protective of her, so when she came here, I came here with her as a security guard. So I'm not here because of me, I'm here for me and my sister. I guess you can call me crazy for willingly walking into Alkaline."
HOW CAN WE ACCOMODATE YOU BETTER?
[/size][/font]"I'm really not that picky. Just don't piss me off and I think we're all set. When I'm mad, I'm mad. It's pretty obvious too. I know how to bite my tongue, but chances are I'm going to tell you my straight up opinion. I'm not going to say it kindly. I'll tell you what I'm thinking. Either that, or I just won't talk to you. It makes me sound like a little kid or something, but it's true. You just need to give me some time to calm down. I don't get physical with whoever gets me mad, but I will go work out and get my anger out on something that can't feel. And I don't really yell I just... get really loud. There's a difference between my normal voice, talking loud, and yelling. I rarely yell. Even if you get me to just raise my voice, give me a minute to collect myself again. I rarely loose control, but I do need to make sure I don't in case. Basically if you get me mad, give me some time to cool down because I fume.
"So, that's me when I'm angry, here's me normally. I like to think I'm a nice guy, but doesn't everyone? I try not to hurt anyone, and I take care of people. I'm protective and I take my job seriously. I know my priorities. I've never gotten intro drugs or done any of that crap, because it's crap and it'd ruin my football carreer. Well, that was my old reasoning before I witnessed first hand how bad it sucked. I was a freshman in college, football player still, and great with the guys. I partied because that's what you do in college, and only had a few drinks. Then I tried some drugs. Nothing big, just marijuana. Showed up to practice high one time, and got kicked off of the team. It was a rude awakening and strong enough to get me off the stuff. I know, people are going to say, 'that's impossible to quit cold turkey.' I didn't quit cold turkey though, you can ask my friends. It was rough. I'd sneak a smoke, and then one day I needed it less and less. A two week long addiction was all it was, and I set my mind to quitting so I did. I have strong willpower and I'm a very determined person.
"I guess you can also say I'm brave, and strong. That was what my sister said I was, for coming with her. Then she thanked me and all that usual stuff, and yeah, that's about it. Like I said before though, I'm pretty protective and I came here for her, so I better be brave and strong. This jobs rough. Seeing all of these people with illnesses and troubles. I have to make the best of it somehow, if not for me, for them. See, I'm pretty considerate, right?"
TELL US ABOUT YOUR PAST.
[/size][/font]"So I'm from Pennsylvania. My town wasn't really a small town, but it wasn't a big town. We had really good schools and stuff, so we weren't stupid. Part of the town was a little bit like country, but that became another town. It was a suburb. My whole family lived there. My immediate family was me, my mom and my dad for a while. It was like that for six years after I was born on September 1st. When I was younger me and my dad were real close. He would play ball with me outside, while my mom worked. My mom only worked weekends and my dad took weekends off. It worked for a while until I was ten or something. That was kind of when we became father and son in the movies. The disconnected dad with the son who wanted his dad back. Yeah, that was me, and I don't really like to admit it. It wasn't the best of times.
"When I was six my mom had another baby, a girl. I thought she was the cutest thing. When I was little babies were the thing to gawk over. Now, I smile at them, tell the parents they're cute and walk away. That phase of sitting and holding the baby for hours kind of dissapeared. If it was my baby then I'd be there for God knows how long, but if I don't know the baby, I don't really care all that much for oohing and ahing at it. My sister though, she was a thing to be amazed at. She was a premie. She was so small. Then she grew up and followed me around and got really annoying. She was diagnosed with leukemia, and I didn't understand what it was, so my parents always telling me, 'be good to your sister,' was just going in one ear and out the other. Then I grew up and understood a little bit, and got real protective over her. I was six years older after all, the big brother. I'm supposed to protect her. Things started going wrong a little after that so I got even more protective.
"My parents enrolled her here, and I promised them I'd go to watch over her. I kind of more just promised her which was the same as a promise to me. So with that, I left grad school. I went because I wanted to be in sports management and I needed a certain degree that four years of college wasn't giving me. I trained as a security guard and came to Alkaline. I kind of treat all the patients like my sister. I'm serious about this."
IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE?
[/size][/font]"I think we're done here."
THE MASTERMIND BEHIND IT ALL.
[/size][/font]hey, my name is ALICE.[/color] i have MY FAVOURITE[/color] tracks spinning on my record. this is my THIRD[/color] character. i have been roleplaying for ROUGHLY THREE YEARS[/color]. the password is SILICONE, SALINE, POISON, INJECT ME[/color].[/font][/size]
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check out jessica rexing or leah parker : )
